Kill
It’s like nothing bothers her.
Ellis says:
I wouldn’t be very good at my job if it did. I’m good at what I do. I don’t have any friends. I’m not like everybody else. I depend on no one. I expect nothing, but I will give it my everything. Let them come, it’s their job to gun for me, it’s my job to take them out. This is what I do. This is the only thing I know how to do. I got stamina. I perform. And I wanna be great when it comes to my performance. I don’t want to be lucky.
Ellis says:
Expect nothing from them. Expect everything from yourself. Have faith in yourself. I know that’s hard for you. Who needs their fabricated lies? They don’t know you. They will never know you. Expect more from yourself.
Ellis says:
Dance for yourself. Construct your own refuge. Write your useful story. Be a 10.
Ellis says:
You are the sun. Not her. Not they. Teach yourself how to be alone. Find your symphony. Always. Make your time count. Make yourself count. You count. The cost of living is, you have to live until you die, regardless.
Ellis says:
You think you deserve better by now, except deserve has nothing to do with anything. Deal with this shitstorm now. The shitstorm you think you deserve is irrelevant. They will try to stop you – you have to find a way around that. Don’t let setbacks define you. Don’t let setbacks stop you from trying. Always forward, or die trying. Because what’s the alternative?
Ellis says:
We live in a constant state of terror and chaos. All we have is our autonomy. All we can do, is go for the kill. All we can hope for is another day.